Hello
He's got a hold on me


He's my beautiful loner I'm his he's mine
I'll die a dozen deaths trying to find my way back to him
He's my dark lover snow covered other

That I lost in a storm trying to make my way back home

I won't settle for the ordinary

With him it's deep and heady
And I like that high I'm ready
to take him I want him

I need him in my veins
I know it's insane
But I'm a junky

Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
Just let me be, I don't want to be free


See, I've discovered that I can't love another
He's a habit, I can't break it, he's a drug and I can't shake it
He's my soul lover and I'll wait forever

I'll live a thousand life times trying to get my way back with it

So, I won't settle for the ordinary

With him it's deep and heady
And I like that high I'm ready
To take him I want him

I need him in my veins
I know it's insane
But I'm a junky...

Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
Just let me be, I don't want to be free


Sometimes we don't know what we've got until we lose it
Then we spend a life time trying to replace it, rewind, erase it
But I stand firmly committed to being acquitted of the crime

of being blind and losing what's mine, good love when I had it

So, I won't settle for the ordinary

With him it's deep and heady
And I like that high I'm ready
To take him I want him

I need him in my veins
I know it's insane
But I'm a junky...

Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
Just let me be, I don't want to be free