living underground and working downtown
got one foot in the grave
punching

kicking
shooting
stabbing

but there's no way i'll be saved
my dream it seems to be turning lean
to get back to the top

put a gun to my head wishing i was dead
a bang some blood then stop
FEELING LIKE !#@((3x)

AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE !#@((3x)
LIKE I NEVER KNEW I CAN

this medication that i've been taking makes me see things strange
hallucinations
bad vibrations

i beg you to make this change
the doctor said about my head
you've only got a month to live

but that was 2 years ago and i know that i look like the living dead
FEELING LIKE !#@((3x)AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE !#@((3x)

AND I KNOW IM GONNA DIE.................
listen to me when i say
i've slit my wrist thirteen times

not once did i succeed
there's always someone there who claims they care
but i just want to bleed

i'm in hell but still alive
just want it to end
i'll stay hurting, and i'll keep hurting

pain is my friend
FEELING LIKE !#@((3x)AGAIN AND AGAIN
FEELING LIKE !#@((3x)I JUST WANT TO DIE

!#@(
!#@(
!#@(

!#@(
FEELING LIKE !#@(
AGAIN AND AGAIN

FEELING LIKE !#@(
LIKE I NEVER NEW I CAN
FEELING LIKE !#@(

AGAIN AND AGAIN
LOOKING LIKE !#@(
TALKING LIKE !#@(

FEELING LIKE !#@(
AND I JUST WANT TO DIE....................