It's complex
easier it is the harder i try to get out of it
i'm the first to admit it

when the cigarettes lit only to be extinguished
its complex


you all love me anyway
you're better off without me
at least that's what i'll say


on the outside looking in
my selfdestruct system is my only fight

'cause i don't play to win

i try to put my finger on it

frustrated
but i know all in all it has not come to grip with


on the outside lookin in
my selfdestruct system is my only fight
'cause i don't play to win


isn't it a complex
oh you must be thinking of another


it depends on the light.. most suicidal tonight


i don't play to win
i don't play to win
i don't play to win