Verse 1 (Big B)

These doors are locked


I can't seem to get out


I try to knock 'em down

I even try to shout


no open ears to listen


no one seems hear

my mind going insane


and that is very clear


these streets are empty

no one walking by


I by myself


the only walking guy

thoughts go to and fro


am I dead or alive


do I bleed the same blood

can I see or am I blind


so much has changed


from being a little kid

no worries to panic


we ran free and did what we did


is it possible

that I'm just wandering in my head


no back ground and no one here


cause my dream is death




chorus 4x


when I close my eyes

it catches my attention


I know it's a harsh world


that we live in




verse 2 (Big B)


To bad cause I'm awake

and still sitting


staring at the stars


and still wishing

its strange


cause its all true

any lies that pass


really isn't you

distant my mind travels

and won't brake


keep going and riding

to do what it takes


and even if I have to tear through gates

to go through

I know in my heart


that I can't lose

I was taught

to think on my own


and even if I fell

to pick up and get back on

I can't hide from my foes


I gotta stand up

and believe in what I know

and stand tough




chorus 4x

when I close my eyes

it catches my attention


I know it's a harsh world

that we live in



verse 3 (Big B)


Its simple to the mind

whats going in the scene

paper chasers and other boys


trying to get that green

we can't stop it

just sit back and see the cold world

notice how it is

and realize what you heard

remember whats been said

keep in your mind

dark grey clouds

its always been that time

searching for the meaning

but its to dark to see

open wide but still nothing

it's a mystery

unsolved like a puzzle

that won't fit

you can try but won't succeed

it ain't worth messing with

let it all be

push it aside

maybe this cold world

has no meaning in our eyes



chorus 4x

when I close my eyes

it catches my attention

I know it's a harsh world

that we live in