Remembering the time when I made you cry
And you blamed the winter rain.
Remembering the plane that took me once away

When leaving was a sin
Remembering the lie that's burning in my mind
Since the day I was a kid

Remembering the truth that flashed back
My youth about "not give in"
Thought I've lost you once again

I'm still counting on a friend
Thought I've lost you once before
Everytime I wanted more

Feeling like a train on a tricky rail
Unwilling to go back
Fighting my own way every single day

Looking for some luck
Hope that I can stay sober and obey
A warm cleaning bath

Then I'll find the way, I'll wash it all away
Whatever holds me back
Thought I've lost you once again

I'm still counting on a friend
Thought I've lost you once before
Everytime I wanted more