Nothing is going right
I'm getting tired of the fight (with myself)
Where is my peace of mind?

been looking for it all my life
Yet without luck, no


I ignore my blessings
Dissatisfaction's made me slave
There's no second guessing 'cause

I don't cherish what I have
If it's a test I won't be the best


Guess you wanna see me
Go up and then under
smell the rainbow and thunder

feel the pleasure and pain
And make me start again


you push me a little, change me a little
to surrender a little
I may not get the plan

But I will do what I can

And there are things that I will repeat

like making the same mistakes
hurting along the way
too many whys and whens

instead of trusting