Intro:

It's become difficult

Way too impossible
I never really knew when things went this awry but hell
Just listen


Verse 1:


It's not like I din't try but I just can't stop
Loving you I continue running back to same thoughts
You pop in my mind...with every other snap shot

Our past the needle...you're my zig-zac shot

Sitting in the chair rock, fighting back the tear drops

Reminiscing good times, now can't make a small talk
...feel broken...tireda tryna act hard
Where to vent my feeling back firing are my plan plots


No matter where I go...I just wanna see you 'round
Inner voice loud...but I just wanna hear you sound

Ounce of your presence maybe gimme just a pound
Bouncing back to present?... it's so getting difficult now


Trust me it is getting hard, see you in the central park
See you in the café coff, yo my time ticking tik-tok
Trust me girl or trust me not...you parta my hip-hop

'fore you go want you to stop... listen outta what I got

Hook:

Rain... falling from the sky
As Pain... crawls in from inside
Loud... silence 'rupted by

Crescendo of these thunder lights

This whole... uni-verse conspires

To expose... this abysmal void
This will...be filled with you by my side
So why don't you be a part of my life ("two")

Verse 2:
Rain drops combine on glass flowing down the window
...And they trickle till the last leave a trail together...

But I'm digging into past why I failed to get her?...
Where to find the answer for this freaking long question stack?


Why did I get so attached? Why I pine to get her back?
Why on Earth I can't relax? Why I feel like cut to half?...
She's the other half, may be cuz the similar past

Bullied like I have been...such a savage act

You have seen, I have been, always there when you need

In you thicks, in you thins, I'm your yang be my yin...
know how I put trust in you just the way you always did
Girl you value to me so much you're the first to know my dreams


Everything's bad... when in excess
Now stay everyday in bed...fading interests

I thought you'd be the woman be...hind my success
But now I sit back in this chair while I calmly watch this


Hook:
Rain... falling from the sky
As Pain... crawls in from inside

Loud... silence 'rupted by
Crescendo of these thunder lights
This whole... uni-verse conspires

To expose... this abysmal void
This will...be filled with you by my side
So why don't you be a part of my life


Bridge:
Life seemed so vacant since the time you just abandoned

But now I look up to the sky and thank that you just happened
As my coat goes fluttering to the
Wind I feel relieved

As I find peace within myself
Exonerated from your shakles
Now I really feel so 'free' (first word of next verse)
Verse III:


Free... that's what I am and never ever gonna feel
That you were my soul mate for life cuz in this whole city I can see
Your clones... they roam... right 'round these freaking streets
Like you show up on every turn and I don't even give a peep


But now when I look back I see it was my fault
Invested emotions without knowing your thoughts...
Dreamt with open eyes but truth and lies are way apart
Took you as my panacea can ya see us in utopia


It was really difficult... to give you what you wanted
Like a drug addict for a blunt with you I was so besotted
So resorted tricks and trades to 'venge for $$#umed heart ache
...Damn, I acted so !@$!ed


I'm never gonna do so again, it's a florid lesson learned...
My cardiac muscles burn for how placid my bliss has turned...
Guess you became a part of my life to show me what love really is
But you left me with a void in my heart that I keep trying to fill with this

Hook:

Rain... falling from the sky
As Pain... crawls in from inside
Loud... silence 'rupted by
Crescendo of these thunder lights
This whole... uni-verse conspires
To expose... this abysmal void
This will...be filled with you by my side

So why don't you be a part of my life