I can't wait forever, though I wish I could
Put my name next to forever like you said you would
But I can't stop these thoughts from freaking me out and I've never felt like this

$#&@, I'm scared we'll never get out of here
Well aware that everything happens for a reason
Still haven't found mine yet

And I'm flipping through these pages again
Trying to find where everything went everything went wrong
Where will I fall asleep tonight?

There's the van or I could fight with three dudes and try to score the couch
Listen! I believe I'm finding my way,
Way out from under this %#@!

But I'm gonna need someone to listen up
I don't need anyone I'll do this all by myself
And don't you try to talk me down, you know that never helps

I'm sick and tired of this routine bull%#@!. it's killing me
But I'm trying to teach myself to breathe
If these last seven years have meant anything more than a few blown tires and a bad rv

I know I have the will inside me inside of me
(Inside of me)
(Chorus)

Through all the meaningless tirades
Over earth's greatest highways
Through all the messes we made I swear this is all of me

I'm asking you honestly:
Have you even looked at what you're running from?
Yeah

Have you even looked?
That's when you close your eyes ?stop screaming?
So I step back inside, it's easy to think the stakes have never been this high

We can't be happy where we are
(Chorus)