Lying there in a small crib
Naked and innocent
Just loosing my virginity

Only four years old
A menacing man above me
He's my own father!


My legs and arms are limp
Crushed by confusion

Lascivious eyes stare at me
I've never seen before
Musty smell in the air

Diffusing body odor

Feeling like a pig ravished and abused

Praying for my god
The old man with the long white beard


A hurting abdomen, a grieved soul
Tears are running from my eyes
I don't know what's going on

Cries, screams of despair
Fathers slaps in my face
"Shut up little cunt"


Feeling like a pig
Ravished and abused

Praying for my god
The old man with the long white beard


[Lead: Roderer]

Satisfaction - father is groaning

Humiliation - treated like a %#@!heap
Observation - my brain is empty
Anxiety - father, never do it again!

Atrocity -fear in my eyes
Inbreeding - my body is deseased
Shame - mother won't be told

Some human beings are repulsive animals

[Lead: Roderer]


After a while - the pain is over
Disgusting - full of serous mucus

Genitals - blood runs from my legs
An ugly smile - my father leaves the room
Misery - I'm feeling sick

Depression - I clasp Teddy in my arms
Loneliness - nobody who helps
Some human beings are repulsive animals


First you tried to repress
Then you established:

This nightmare will ever be
Deep in your subconscious