All I wanted was something to hold dear
something to hold near to my heart
denied again I'm left with a bitter taste in my mouth and a heart as cold as ice

with no warmth in sight your embrace feels like a slap to my face
so shallow and fake will this ever end. will my torment ever cease
wishing I could feel nothing. a life dead to love

All I wanted was something to hold dear. something to hold near to my heart
denied again I'm left with a bitter taste in my mouth and a heart as cold as ice
with no warmth in sight hoping for a heart that can feel no pain

rip this from my chest so I can never find it in myself to love and forgive you
will my torment ever cease. wishing I could feel nothing. a life dead to love
free from love. free from emotion. I'm free from you