Thoughts of you are beating me this time
I have no where to run and no where to hide
Not like this is what I'd dreamt of at all

In fact I'd planned on sleeping next to you tonight

19 months ago today I was a boy

I was a boy without a clue, I was a boy without you
19 months go by, today, and I'm a man
But a lost man I am without a plan, whos heart has shattered in his hands


But maybe im meant to feel that way
I guess it's time for me to feel afraid, so I can learn to beat it

For I don't really know a thing
About life and what it's like to be me, to be me and me alone
To be me, to be me and me alone.


I'd rather you be happy and us just be friends
But never again

Will I hold your hand and wake up late to your pretty green eyes
If only I could bare to play the memories we've made
Oh no, this time I feel you've really left me

You've truly left me



But maybe im meant to feel that way
I guess it's time for me to feel afraid, so I can learn to beat
For I don't really know a thing

About life and what it's like to be me, to be me and me alone
To be me, to be me and me alone.