What are you expecting from me?
I can't kill time to be with you; you don't matter enough.


Beneath the soil sprouts turmoil; I recoil and I shudder at the thought.
I dictate my mistakes,
At this rate it takes a miracle to ever halt my course.

Cause I whisper my words, not knowing their a curse,
With teeth to come bite me and invite me in a hearse.
My thoughts seemed perverse, my vision is now blurred,

Please someone get me to church and bless the water from my purge,
Cause I am losing my religion,
Second guessing my decisions,

Always switching, never listening.

And I'm back retracting,

Back to this act that I can't stop acting.
How could I be knowing that I'm wanting what I shouldn't be,
But I'm unsettled and dishevelled when it's you and me.

How green is the grass? Or is it glass?
A harsh mirage that will cut you with the shards.
Stuck in a boys game.

Real hearts ain't cards,
But this is a lesson that I'll learn real fast.
Cause Oh my Oh my, the snake sure got bite.

Take the ball from their court, you get it back with spite.
I remember that day when you walked by, so sly,
Offering a good time with good lines; good try.


I caught back the breath you stole.


How can I hope to ease my mind?
I could kill time with a better line.
Take me away from your stare, I'm not meant to be here,

But it's just the same old me.

And so I cave, I'm going through the motions again and again,

Intoxicated by your potions.
I know where this is going, I can read it like chapters:
1: award winning sex like Bafta's

2: but then we learn each others moves
3: and your baggage gets heavy
4: so Im heading to the door at 5 to conclude that it was a big waste of time (yup)

Once again my mistake,
And while you sleep I wanna creep because I'm wide awake/
Why I get in then I try to escape, I will never know

I guess I'll say it when I gain control that...

I caught back the breath you stole.


If I could get back,
Get back my time.

I wouldn't choose you.
Cause I've been here before,
The wrong side of the door.

All this I knew.

The promises we break are the only things that make me feel awake.