(Verse 1)
Y'know, I Stand Here Within This Broken Down Church,
Aint No Luck For The Faith, In The Course Of My Search.

So Now I Come Here And Ask God For One More Chance,
I Know Thats The Only Way This Image Will Get Enhanced.
Just Take Me Back To Time Where Everything Wasnt Difficult,

I Dont Mean To Have A Similiar Shot, I Mean That %#@! Literal.
In The Midst Of My Prayers, I Sense Something In The Ruins,
A Universal Remote, On The Back It Reads "Ant, How You Doing?"

I Look Around, At Broken Down Walls Of This Place,
And In Every Corner I Look, I See A Staring Back Face.
The Voices In My Head Are Getting Louder, And Clearer

Im Losing All Of My Power, I Look In My Eyes In The Mirror.
I See The A Cold Fire Burning, And Its Begging To Extinguish,
I've Been As Strong As Can Be, From Beginning To Finish.

But I Just Can't Continue, Giving The Smiles I Bring You,
Cuz Its Alot More Than Lead I Waste When I Use A Pencil.
Its My Heart, My Soul, My Emotions, And All Of The Rest,

Im Trying To Get Thru This, Maybe Its Just A God's Test.
Everything Spiraled Outta Control, All I Do Now Is Reminisce,
This Straight From My Heart, Look Deeper In These Sentences.

I Am Breaking Down With This Curse, Im Getting All Curled.
On The Remote I Press Mute The Earth, To Silence The World.



(Verse 2)
Screw The Sweetness, Imma Bout To Go From The Heart,

So Ready Yourself, As I Take All Of This Back To The Start.
Im Just A Nobody, Who Cant Seem To Do Nothing Right,
Cuz I Got Nothing Left, But For What I Love, I'll Fight.

So If I Do Both Of Those, Then Am I A Lover Or A Fighter?
The Fire In My Eyes, Is Burning As If My Heart's A Lighter,
I Dun' Drunk Gasoline, So The Flames Are Rising Higher.

I May Be Broken, But To Stop Me, You'll Need To Conspire,
The Voices Are Still Talking, Im Trying To Ignore 'em Though,
Im Walking Out The Church, And Rain Starts Pouring, Yo!

Rain Dripping Down My Face, Thoughts Racing In My Mind,
All This Time, I Was Lying. Now I Know Im Not Really Fine!!
I Think My Entire Life Is, Just A Reflection Of My Brain.

Its Too Smart For Its Own Good, Im Really Going Insane.
My Whole Life, I've Been Taken For Granted, And I Know It,
Hell, I Never Envisioned Myself As A Rapper Or A Poet.

I Needed A Way To Vent, All The %#@! I Never Said, But Meant.
All The Different Ways, This Life Of Mine Could Have Went.
All The Times That People Told Me, I Just Didnt Belong,

All The People Didnt Believe That I Could Be This Strong.
Even Though, They Turned Thier Back On Me, Even The Girl
Well, Now I Turn My Back On Them. To Silence The World!



(Verse 3)

My Story, Aint A Mystery. Its Well Documented
The Good Stuff's History, I Knew It. I Sensed It.
I Know Im Not Dependable, Responsible, Or Good Enough.

I Admit It, Cuz Theres No Point In Lying, Im In The Rough.
Everyone Has A Special Place In Life, There Reserved Spot,
Except One, I Have No Spot. I Just Want One Single Fair Shot.

Its Probably Too Much To Ask, But I Dont Care I Want It.
No One In This World Could Run The Gauntlet, I'll Run It!
Look Me In My Ice Cold, Fiery Eyes And Tell Me What You See,

A Soul, Who Got A Pre-Mature Shot, That Wasnt Meant To Be.
Im Shaking, Im Breaking, Even With All The Pills Im Taking,
I Cant Seem To Create A Shot, Like Everyone Else Is Making.

I Wouldnt Wish This On My Worst Enemy, Believe This Aint Fun,
I Ended Up In This Parking Lot, And Just Finished Buying A Gun.
I Walk Back To The Church, That Started Off This Day Of Sorrow.

I Know That My Time Is Up, Aint No More That I Can Borrow.
I Say A Prayer, Before I Say Goodnight To This Nightmare,
I Dont Care, Its Just Life. We All Know That It Cant Be Fair.

I Put The Gun To My Head, Aint No One Who Can Stop It,
I @@#! The Hammer, I Scream "Die Bennett" And Pop It.
Your Brain Has Seven Minutes Left, When There's Nothing In It

Well, I Re-Lived Everything Again In Those Seven Minutes.
I Get Up, God Told Me Im Getting My Shot, Just Give Him A Swirl,
He Also Said That One Day, I'll Really Have To Silence The World!"