I am in pain


I am... the cursed one




Life is not what it was meant to be


What i didn't ask for has now turned my way


Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong

Things i once believed in have now turned evil





Yet i pray "deliver me from evil"

But another spell pulled me away





Will suicide break the ring of curse

Tomorrow i'll be gone so don't look for me





I am lying on my death-bed with chaos in my mind

My life took more than it gave


Betrayed and deceived i will now pass away


And with the gun in my hand my questions

Are soon to be answered





Will suicide break the ring of cure...




Satan and god the thought passes my mind


Heaven and **** it's not up to me

If the christians that i've seen


Represent the true god of heaven


Then it's not a place that i want to be

But if i'm blinded please open my eyes


And help my now...




Will suicide break the ring of cure


Tomorrow i'll be gone then you'll be all alone