Have you ever felt so alone that you wanted to just start again? And you were
sure if you could disappear then no one here would come find you? Have you ever
felt worthless because no matter how hard you tried you could never live up to

the standards that were set by people who could never understand you? All they
said were words designed to manipulate you. Have you ever been so afraid that
you might not have the strength to hold on 'til you the morning to face another

day with eyes trained to see the ugly because they've only been shown pain? I've
spent so many nights hopeless, lifeless, walking lost, looking to pick fights
with diesel trains. There has to be a better answer. There has to be a better

way than this. I've spent so many nights staring down the barrel of the most
selfish decision I ever could have made. There has to be a better answer. There
has to be a better way than this. When things are at their worst try hard to

remember: This struggle we must all endure is a test of strength; a lesson in
appreciation. No one said this would be easy. What good's a fight you're
guaranteed to win? Those bad days, those $#&@ing evil days define the days we

live for. I must remember that darkness is the canvas where light will paint a
dawn. And when you die you don't come back. There's no second chance. When you
die it's over. There's no second chance