Everything is so empty. There's nothing here for me. This town is just a
collection of dead ends and bad memories. It permeates everything I do. I was so
convinced I could run away and just start again. I ran so far away but I found

that nothing changed. Everywhere - the emptiness that I tried to escape. I found
the same longing and desperation. I found the pain I thought that I could leave
behind. See the town is not the problem. The problem lies in me and the failures

and regrets that distort everything I see. I see it now so clearly in the sun
that never left the home I left behind. The world is just a reflection of how I
see. A projection of the ugliness and hat I live and breathe. Some things I

can't outrun. Memories like asphalt never $#&@ing change. Eyes turned blind to
beauty. I cannot escape