I'm sittin' on a citadel
Contemplating life
Making a point to waste my time

I'm walking on clouds
Of white


What if I fall
What if I don't
What if I never make it home

What if I bleed
What if I break
And I find that I can't take

The city below the citadel
Holding my own hand?
Sittin' alone


And I'm breakin' on the balcony
Breakin' window panes

I'm killing the pain of broken hearts
I'm walkin' on clouds
I'm walkin' on stars


What if I fall
What if I don't

What if I never make it home
What if I bleed
What if I break

And I find that I can't take
The city below the citadel
Holding my own hand?


Holdin' on to something
That's keepin'me from jumpin'

So afraid to go in alone
Holding up this fortress
With imaginary forces

Longing for a life down below

What if I fall

What if I don't
What if I never make it home
What if I bleed

What if I break
And I find that I can't take
The city below the citadel

Holding my own hand?

The city below the citadel

Holding my own hand?

The city below the citadel

Holding mine.