There is something vivious on my mind
And I have to surrender
I am so vulnerable

It's like a monster
Disemboweling me
I am feeling helpless

I want to tear
It out of my body
But it became

A part of my rotten life
I can not stop it
There's no happiness left

Life is a lie
It keeps coming back and tries
To finish up what's left of me

Now I found an escape in quenching
My thirst for blood
And repayment

Now I started the quest
For the reason
Of my

Sickness
Until I may
Rest in peace

I will find
And torture and kill
The beautiful people

For they are responsible
For what has happened to me
I am cursed by sick

And dead emotions
Coming from inside