For you,alright, look
I story to tell her ,pennies into a
wishing well See it's hard to cope

with a kiss That you can't tell in a word
That you can't spell in a victim,
who can't yell And they under

your $#&@ing nose With a sickness
you can't smell And the problem is
that you really crying for help

Nobody out there can hear you

It's like they silent %#@! yell

It started when he was 7
Continued to when he was 12
And in the middle of the night

Found another man than himself
But this man was confused, this
man was abused See this man

was a tool To the sickness that
he let loose In fact didn't he abuse ,
molested and he abused To the person

that he affected was lesser than finna shoes
Damn,he affected the chance to choose


He never gave him an option
He told him what to believe
But never gave him a doctrine

Now little boy bloom, he's just like you
Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too
Damn,same dreams every night too

Screams every night too
Thinks that he's like you
Says every single day there's

new demons inside you
They scream and they fight you


They scream to remind you
Of all the $#&@ing pains still breathing
inside you And they give a million reason

to die too But nobody ever sees what's inside
you I know it 'cause they ignore my screams
and my cries too I met a girl once ,went through

the same thing She told me %#@! happens, but
things change Things change, she told me all
this pain Don't mean change, you gotta take it and

remake it 'Til it means strenght, But I ain't
strong enough, I don't think I'm strong
enough Why me man


I wasn't even old enough I wasn't strong
enough, wasn't even bold enough

Would've told my mom but that %#@!
would've torn her up And she was torn
enough, and he was mister perfect

And now it's trivial I guess I was just
$#&@ing worthless I just want you to
know how much it hurt me

Because of you I feel like I'm not a person
So I sit here with this blade in my hand
I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man


And it's so loud,I wanna $#&@ing scream but
I don't know how I wanna let it go, but I don't how

Yes, it's so loud, I wanna let it go but I don't know how
It's so loud, I wanna let it go but I don't know how
I wanna $#&@ing scream but it won't come out

Tried to escape but there ain't no out
Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud
Castle on a cloud, Never going up ,

never getting out,never coming down
Castle on a cloud, Never going up ,
never getting out,never coming down

For you