In my mind I`m crawling on your floor
Vomiting and defeated
Total absence of grace

Your reluctant voice
Saying you decide your own fate


But I wear rubberbands round my soul
They keep me from crawling
And these rubberbands round my soul

They keep me from falling

In my repeated dreams

You stare at me with an empty gaze
You turn your back on me
And you search for more intriguing days


Loathing this
Controlling this

Let me get a hold of this

So I wear rubberbands round my soul

They keep me from crawling
And these rubberbands round my soul
They keep me from falling


And then when you are not in my dreams
And not in my mind

But we are at the same place
At the same time
Rubber no longer holds

The borders of my soul