I get drunk in the middle of the night,
just to try and sooth the thoughts of you.

And I used to pride myself on my
good memory but now it only hurts me.
I love you desperately, yet I want you to leave,

yeah I love you desperately, yet I want you to leave me.

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So go and leave me, if that's what you want.
I'm not gonna be your second choice,
I deserve better.

x2

And I'm not even sad anymore,

but maybe I'm just numb.
This is my first winter in such a long time
without your kisses to keep me warm.

And I don't even know how to survive
this cold without your heartbeats
next to mine.


Chorus