I tried to figure it out so many times
But I just can't make sense of it all
Another night spend thinking how did we go so wrong?

Another night spent thinking about the friend I had
And do you even miss me at all?
I $#&@ing know that I'm a way off perfect and yeah

I've probably done some things I'm not so proud of
But through it all I always had you there
And now I feel like I don't know you anymore


But I swear that I haven't changed a bit
And you know that I never had time for this %#@! so cut it out


Because it's been heading for this for the longest time
And you $#&@ing knew, the hardest part was you knew

So what $#&@ing more could I do?
Because you saw me trying, you felt it dying and you didn't care
Now it's gone, so I'll try to move on- so long

But if you come around, if you come back down then
I hope it was worth the thrill of the fall


And I know that you remember back before you were too cool for fun
Don't try to tell me that you weren't happier then
When the sun on your face meant more to you

Than the sick threads on your back
So tell me, do you still sing all those old songs?
And do you walk for hours and do trains still make you scared?

Do you still feel alive in the city at night
Or are you too rad for that %#@! now?


So drop the act and just be yourself again
Because it's getting old and I don't buy it
You're fooling everyone but me

And maybe that's what's wrong