Yeah, now I could tell you that I really need wish,
%#@! half the days I wish i didn't feel like this,
Witty filled sorrow yet ignorance is bliss,

Half the time I feel like y'all don't know that I exist,
So i lock the door, cry tears and slit my wrists,
Tried to kill myself but survived cause of my sis,

Tried that %#@! again didn't think that Id be missed,
Wake up to no friends and think I cant still take this %#@!,
Half the times I wake up feeling depressed,

No one to talk to, so I talk to my self,
Padded rooms and straight jackets and they say its cause my self,
But I didn't harm anyone, I only hurt my self,

You cant be happy with the fame and the wealth,
I was only happy hanging from that belt,
Body beat and broken, my arms covered in whelps,

Don't tell me I'm you don't know how it felt,

Rehab for 3 months just to start to relapse,

I use to pray to god I could get a free pass,
Now I ask for a wish cause that's really all I have,
Worrying my mom, i ain't ever see my dad,

Always filled with doubt, it so hard to be glad,
Constantly rejected by everyone that I had,
They tell me kill myself and I start to think back,

Then I grab that pill bottle and swallow till I'm laid flat,
%#@! so somebody come and save me,
Lonely is the souls that's trapped in this slavery,

They say its the cowards way out, what is bravery,
Cause I look inside that mirror and know that I cannot face me,
I look inside that mirror and know that I $#&@ing hate me,

Ugly as hell, no wonder nobody dates me,
Devil if your real send the demons they can take me,
I could've used a wish now that %#@! wont save me.