Did I mention that I was dying?
Terminal cancer of the lung
Metastasized to my bones and some too my brain

I'm really pretty $#&@ing pissed
Had a really %#@!ty life
And can't really blame anyone but me for that

I can only blame myself
I could blame the tobacco companies
But I'm the one that smoked

They only make a living selling them
I could blame my mom and dad
But they did the best they could do

And so did I, !@#$ it
I could blame a god
But I don't believe in that anymore

There's no $#&@ing god
I've got a few months left
They could be the worst months of my life

If I let them try to enjoy them as much as I can
I have no hope
Early on, I hoped to be cured

To be that one in 100
That lung cancer survived
I'm not that lucky though

My luck ran out when my brother gave me the coffin nails
When I was 9
I can only blame myself

I could blame the tobacco companies
But I'm the one that smoked
They only make a living selling them

I can only $#&@ing blame myself