Next time I fall down I won't rise. I lay down and die, I close my eyes. 'Cause there's nothing left for me except these hurting feet, this hurting head. Kick my ribs I don't care... I just don't care! Like Nicholas Cage in Leaving Las Vegas but there's no Elisabeth Shue and all that cash. It might seem fun to you, but NO. I'm $#&@ing fed up with this show. I've gone too far. I just can't stop...until I drop I'm gonna drink myself to death Smell the whiskey in my last breath