It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying

So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up clean the house

At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content

That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets


This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul

He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone

If I was my heart

I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest

As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold

I stand before him
It's all I can do to $$#ure him
When he comes to me

I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light


His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul

He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone

And I wake up alone