I'll drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol
never looked so good on paper
I'm the narrator, I'm not writing it down

I'll hold it in my poison and I'll pray it doesn't come back up
I'm not a poster boy


But I'm burning lives and crossing bridges
to be a part of this Friday night routine
and isn't this pathetic how we lie and tell you stories for the glory

we face our lives by atalizise and by the bottle

I'll drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol

never looked so good on paper
I'm the narrator I'm not writing it down
I'll hold it in my poison and pray it doesn't come back up

I'm not a poster boy

My reputation only goes as deep as the bottom of my pocket.

and your jealous cause I love what I do and I do what I want to
and isn't this pathetic how we lie and tell you stories for the glory
we live our lives in headlines action spotlights but behind the curtain


I never feel so prided when I know you're around


I'll drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol
never looked so good on paper
I'm the narrator I'm not writing it down

I'll hold it in my poison and pray it doesn't come back up
I'm not a poster boy


Let me describe to you a story of a boy who swallowed pills
fascinated with sex and violence
too young to know what he figured out

that this world is full of violence insist to run him down
if he can learn to trust himself
only family and loving friends can ever hurt him


I'll drink a lost cause with some pills and alcohol
never looked so good on paper

I'm the narrator I'm not writing it down
I'll hold it in my poison and pray it doesn't come back up
I'm not a poster boy


I never feel so prided when I know you're around
for a moment I feel brilliant

like the coolest kids in town
the world is full of violence that run him down
if he learns to trust himself only family and loving friends can ever hurt him