Was that smile meant for me
Are my eyes too tired to see
Terrified and paralysed

Mesmerised and hypnotised
Why do you have to sit so near
What’s this ringing in my ears

Knowingly and willingly
Silently and tenderly
How can i eat when my mouth screams to touch you

Tortured in sleep, dreams content to explore you
Were you only being kind, when i brushed your lips with mine
Longing now to touch your skin, ashamed of my imagining

Circling around, senses only betray me
Heady as wine, eyes that intoxicate me
I suppose it’s just the situation

Too confined to my imagination
But… somewhere
Was that smile meant for me

Are my eyes too tired
Terrified and paralysed
Mesmerised and hypnotised