You would try your best
To ruin me, embarrass me, belittle me
I won't let go of those times.

If I wasn't such a selfish piece of %#@!,
I'd right my wrongs
And try to make things right again.


I cannot think, I will not think
Of all those bull%#@! lies

That you would compromise.

If I look back

Then I'm sure I promised I would change.
I'll keep these promises the best I can.
I know that I can't change

But I'm doing my best to be the best that I can be.

What will it $#&@ing take

To get that close again?