You
want to see me wasted
cause that's the only time I'd kneel before you and

you would rather
shut your eyes and fly so far above me
that you don't even have to say you were ever there


open up your eyes
and watch me fade away

cause I'm drowning myself again

you

well I don't think you understand this
I don't even think you could ever come close and


you

I know you don't understand

what your absence does to me

I

don't know what to believe when I see
your vacant eyes tear away what little faith
I ever had in anyone and I

shouldn't have let you pull me in
and watch you walk away


I never wanted to fly
without dying before
and I believed that you were there to

save me from myself
but I was just dreaming