[Verse 1]: Alex-Ander
Thank you, thank you for all that you put me through
'Cause now I know what I should and shouldn't do

You cared before but now you don't give a damn
It had to end somewhere and now you're with a different man


And it hurts inside to you kissing in the hall
I have the memories but are you missing them at all?
So here they are, you can have them back

Ignore them and see your boyfriend in your habitat

And when you split apart, don't come back to me

'Cause I want to move on by myself happily
That's without you, in case you didn't know
I'll say everything's okay, but it really isn't, though


So I'll just weep inside without you giving a $#&@
And now without you, I'm gonna start living it up

I wish you the best and hope for brightness in your future
You'll be with someone, I'll be alone, like a loser


[Hook x2]: Ellustrate
Will I ever love again?
Or did I fall into this state where all my trust is dead?

I don't know, but I promise I'll remember this
And think about your face every single time December hits


[Verse 2]: Alex-Ander
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all that I put you through
I hurt you a lot, and I was really stupid, too

I know, no need to say it, I don't deserve to live
I was immature, no where near I was the perfect kid


But one day, I'll get over you, hopefully
And not have every word about you in this poetry
I'll be rapping locally, you'll be singing globally

You'll be famous, and no one would even notice me

That's what I mean, you actually have talent

You're amazing; I can't even find a mental balance
You're the best thing that's ever happened in my past
But now everything we had is going to the trash


So here's my song to you, I know nothing will change
But I know that eventually I'll get through this stage

I hope that the pain I caused doesn't last
I'll be here crying while my brain does a hundred laps


[Hook x2]: Ellustrate

Will I ever love again?

Or did I fall into this state where all my trust is dead?
I don't know, but I promise I'll remember this
And think about your face every single time December hits


[Verse 3]: Ellustrate
I want to thank you, for breaking up with me, you broke my heart

You made me want to get up with a smile and hold my scars
For the world to see it, and you won't believe it
I changed my ways, that $$#hole really isn't me, %#@!


I remember when we first met
Nerves went - crazy, I stuttered every word, man

And it's true, back then I was a different person
Never crossed my mind to lie to you, so if it's worth it


I want to tell you that I love you and I always have
If you need me and I miss the call, I'll call you back
I really want you back, I feel like me again

The me you fell inlove with and don't just see as friends

But now it's up to you, I'm not gonna rush it, hold it back

I'll always love you, not gonna say nothin' cause I know it's fact
So bottom line, thank you babe, I owe you one
Yeah, I was hurt but then again you showed me love


[Hook x4]: Ellustrate
Will I ever love again?
Or did I fall into this state where all my trust is dead?
I don't know, but I promise I'll remember this

And think about your face every single time December hits