[Verse 1]
Sometimes, I need to straighten up my posture
To walk through the times when I'm in the presence of that monster

It haunts me; and it's so much stronger
It makes me feel like I'm more worthless than a piece of copper


Yes I am depressed, yeah I hate this broken heart
Beginning to think, so it's just another hopeless start
Since this happened, everything started falling down

I hate this life, everything about it, all around

And yeah, I hate how you just up and left

And how I found out you were done through your $#&@in' friends
Like really though, how low can you stoop?
Lower than imagined, now everything's a loop


As that damn monster starts to scream at me
Everybody can tell that I don't even seem happy

But please, can't we just erase the past?
Because everyday gets tougher to face the basic facts


[Chorus/Hook]: Ellustrate
Now just rip my bones apart
Leave me here to bleed in the pain of open scars

And when I tell you let me free
Ignore what I say, turn away and let me bleed (x2)


[Verse 2]
I can't take it, my head has been achin'
I'm takin' too much of this pointless medication

My head's raging, as I'm racing around this room pacin'
I may have been mistaken, and I know I was impatient


But I'm still sorry that I just couldn't relax
For me it's been tough to face the realistic facts
I'm still trying to let go of what happened in the past

But it's tough figure out why everything's grey and black

I get so depressed that I can barely even function

And I'm incapable of making us into somethin'
I never want you mad at me, please come back to me
We can be with each other happily, float away like there's no gravity


Our past was a joke
And I lost every single glimpse of hope

What would happen if I were to say I died?
'Cause I just wanna lie the way you lied


[Chorus/Hook]: Ellustrate
Now just rip my bones apart
Leave me here to bleed in the pain of open scars

And when I tell you let me free
Ignore what I say, turn away and let me bleed (x2)


[Verse 3]
I never stand tall, I more less just shuffle through
I've been screwed over by many people and wanted to kill a couple too

But you, I don't know; it's twisted
If I like you, I don't even know if that's realistic


You're right, we would be the indecisive ones
But think about how happy we'd be when life is done
Imagine us dying together, holding hands

May our souls rest in some exotic golden land

I know already, I'm a $#&@ing lunatic

I walk around depressed by myself doing stupid %#@!
Maybe that's why we've lost all faith
The mistakes, heart breaks, and the mental state


Not going to lie, I cried when I wrote this
I'm a huge loser who's lonely and hopeless

And I'm the same as you, wishing to put my insanity to rest
But it's more difficult when you're manically depressed


[Chorus/Hook]: Ellustrate
Now just rip my bones apart
Leave me here to bleed in the pain of open scars
And when I tell you let me free
Ignore what I say, turn away and let me bleed (x2)