you see it was drawn easy, my services for a rewarding fee. never
thinking then of the hundreds ive hurt. their morals and family
so deserted, you see, back then my mind was conned, caught in a

pipe dream. understand my path set forth from a struggling
background. mom always worked her hardest maintaining her four
hounds. scared and afraid that my own child's future was at

stake quickly reacting was where i made my biggest mistake.
filled with dillusions i fell, i fell deep in my grave carried
by deceits devouring waves. i can still remember her nights in

tears of rage never giving up even with her life in a ruthless
maze. took a harsh lesson for me to understand life. what once
was taken granted stabbed with a knife. ive towed along loved

ones throughout my experiences, placed them in torturous wars
when it all was needless. now and then i failed to think deep
clear inside. now and then i rather maintain a modest existence.

now and then never again will i barter my freedo