I have tried for far to long
to set this right
but this apathy has taken me

and i can't breathe
you spent your life
lying to me and

now I'm done
this is the life i lead
I think that everyone

that was by my side
pushing me forward
than I ever needed

I have tried for many years
to figure out this mystery
this mystery i call me

I can't change for you
you spent your life
hating me

hating me
our time is up bursts of colors
shades of gray from an everlasting time warp

our lights glow brighter than the universe
our stars glow brighter than the universe
apparitions flow down the rivers of regret

can't remember the last time I heard your name
and smiled