Many $#&@ing disappointments I experienced in my worthless life
Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, like a curse
So many days without a smile, just distorted grimaces around me

Damned to drag myself on through a desert full of desparation

[Refrain]

Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?!!
Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever
Alone and deprived of all my value in this world

Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door
(x2)


Suffering from many sores life has slashed into my heart
Beloved friends died for $#&@ing nothing
Deep wounds I'm licking but they won't heal

Damned to scrape a living of sadness and senselessness

(Refrain)


My soul is black without a candle illuminating the holes in it
Darkness fills my lamed extremities


My heart is bleeding from within, $#&@ing blood!
I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes


My heart is bleeding from within, $#&@ing blood!
I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes


Alone and deprived of all my value in this world
Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's door


(Refrain)


I wanted to taste the beauty of love and life
But these symbols are vanishing and rotting before me
I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope.

No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure

I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope

No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure