$#&@ the experiments. I'm $#&@ing done with medicine. I'm not - not $#&@ing stable. Oh well. I'll settle for this $#&@ing hell. My hell. $#&@ the doctors and his degree. He's a pusher for the drug companies. I don't give a %#@! about the chemistry. I'm reclaiming my !@#$ humanity. I'm not - not $#&@ing stable. Oh well. I'll settle for this $#&@ing hell. My hell. Not $#&@ing stable. Oh well. I'll take care of my $#&@ing self.