Vacuum
maybe I'll find a light
at the end of tunnel.

I had the best moments
never again.
with my thoughts.

imprisoned in dark feelings
my arms burning, not staunch the pain
caused by my feelings

happiness I had was a
passing cloud


It was just a dream
becoming reality
I was thinking that would be happy

but again I was wrong
a stumble and fell into the abyss filled with heartbreak and melancholy
impossible to get out