How do I repay the debt of always being the centre of ones heart.
Being cared for my whole life.
What the $#&@ have I done?


How does one repay the debt?
These words somehow never entered my head

Flooding in like an epiphany
How do I correct my wrongs?
Im filled with uncertainty.


The Inception of childhood memories

Coming from deep within

Showing me what I have become
This life I've led wasn't intended
It's not what I want it to be


Chorus:


I can't turn back the clock but I will rearrange my outlook.
The world has exposed us to unruly things
No honor or pride seen within the last 19 years of my life

I look up to the sky at night and wonder why we were put on this earth

How can i think that the average life might as well not exist?

It It true?
Are we waiting for our downfall?


Are we meant for greater a purpose?

Or are these just the hopes and dreams of the lost?

Are we meant for a greater purpose?

Or is the only thought that allows me to fall

My thoughts contribute to emptiness

I'm always searching for something more
I'm lost, don't know where to go.


Are we meant for greater purpose?
Are we meant for something more?
I look to the sky and ask myself why?

What is my purpose?
What am i here for?


May I please dream?
Dream for more
Dream for something of which I implore

In this sleep I am content
Take me to a place with no expectations.
I want to wake, wake up to something

I'm done wasting my life with nothing to live for.

Chorus:


I can't turn back the clock but I will rearrange my outlook.
The world has exposed us to unruly things

No honor or pride seen within the last 19 years of my life
I look up to the sky at night and wonder why we were put on this earth