I wish I had listened to everything you had said, i cant remember when I haven't been this scared.
Whats in my head?
Where have all the good people gone?

I'm losing faith, my heart is being torn.
It all feels so cold.
It all feels so old.

How can i make my way through this maze called life?
Every corner beholds something to pull me under.
Or is this just me being weak?

I need guidance to find my feet, to find my direction, in my own life.
I want you all to realise, you give me strength, and I don't understand why it feels like i'm at the end of my life.
Where is my silver lining?

I try to hide, trust me, it always finds me.
Mask on my identity isn't shown, walk with the happy, hoping i'd receive some of that positive energy.
My soul is sleepless.

Is this the only reason i have survived, for this long?
I see or hear of death, blankly walking my brain triggers my, steps.
I wonder if i'd rather myself there instead, replaced.

My resolution, my power to fight.
The burning inside.
The light dying with time.

My resolution, my power to fight.
The burning inside.
The light dying with time.

Mask on, my identity isn't shown, walk with the happy, hoping i'd recieve some of that positive energy.
My soul is sleepless.
Is this the only reason i have survived, for this long?