Talk
scream to my dreaming but trembling mind
Break

slumbering thoughts that I suddenly find
Waken
invisible memories breaking the seal

Caught
inbetween feelings that noone can heal


Drive in me
dive in me
deep in my brain all these malevolent forces

arise in me

I'm thinking back to find the truth

the cause is burried in my mind
I'm digging for it in my youth
I'm hoping that I'll never find


Pain
faning the flames of the selfhate in me

Help
searching for details that I cannot see
Yearning

knawing and languishing greed for release
Kept
constantly held by this glowing disease


I'm thinking back to find the truth...