Woke up in your bed nearly had froze
You like to open the windows wide when you go
This morning it snowed most giant snowflakes on my head

You blew me cold faster than I've ever been

I should feel lucky being alive






And show I'm grateful for my good life






Have I been broken, played over and over





Lost all my ambition, nothing to show for myself






Must of lost my head somewhere






Now I'm opening all the doors
Gonna make this year my very best year






You and your fresh air should be happy together





I like how you smiled, such deep expression






You stared at me quiet, I was a fool for attention
My mother shakes her head, says I'm a child

I look overtired and underfed, when will I open my eyes

I should feel lucky I wasn't born blind






Show I'm grateful, make some use of my life






I've been a good soldier, sold out from under





So much for good intention, without looking after myself






Chorus






You killed me once, you killed me twice





Third time you killed me I started to want back my light
Stop calling me stupid, I don't mind being hurt
I want to trust strangers, I need to believe we're all good

I'm feeling lucky being alive





And almost grateful for my jipped life





I'm turning over, I won't be unturning over





.... I'm getting a hold of myself





Chorus