Every breath I take, I take in vain
Work my $$# off for nothing, nothing to gain
In this fractured life I'm submersed in pain


I've tried day in day out again
Just to find a means to an end

As my mind crumbles and descends again

It doesn't make sense living today

Doesn't matter even if you pray
I just wanna lay here and let myself die


But I think there's much more to the truth
Sadistic ways to love and abuse
An end that's always long and overdue


Malfunction in the society
And I totally lost my sobriety

As I take this pill I wave goodbye

It doesn't make sense living today

Doesn't matter even if you pray
I just wanna lay here and let myself die


I was born from a bloody womb
Into a world that's just so $#&@ing cruel
I need to get away, I need to get away from you

Emotions that are way too fragile
Inner conflicts collide in my mind


It doesn't make sense living today
Doesn't matter even if you pray
I just wanna lay here and let myself die