Some nights it really gets to me
and this right now is killing me


Unsure as forever
With eyes so wide
It's as clear as day


A wavering frightened glance
Promise not to cry

One tear's released the flood
Sorrow blinks to brightness of day


Be strong
I faked a smile
that crumbled

under Sunday morning's sky

Apologize

10,000 times
for days run over forever
in my mind


But middle ground has given way
and where to step is now

what I face

No one to have

No hand to hold

I suppress my position

as a means to silence the truth

Tormented by my every undying devotion to you

I cry terrified the truth will never calm
But for now if I can just push on and forget
all will be alright