I can't take this cause it's holding me back
To the last days that I had being with him
And I try to avoid the constant strain in me

From missing you and wishing you were with me



Mourn this loss
Cause I take this all alone
Mourn this loss

Cause I cant fight these feelings on my own
On my own



I can't forget the times you've held me tight
Securing me from the black crazed stormy nights

Keeping me safe and pointing the way to promised
Life of care and devotion



Mourn this loss
Cause I take this all alone

Mourn this loss
Cause I cant fight these feelings on my own
On my own



Why did I grow up living this way

I ask myself that every single day
And when I think of you hope is all
I have that you were proud of the

Youngest son you had



Go! I can't control the hate I have
For the methods life uses and abuses
All the things I had they fell apart

Depart gone in a single
I'm pissed off that the world revolves this way
Because kills my heart and it smashes my esteem

I was deprived,
Deprives of a part of me
But I'm trying to do what's right

I'm giving my best not to ignite
And blame the others for my confusion in
Mourning times there's no solution

Conclusion



And I can't take this
It's unfair
I'm always fighting for this

Lifes despair in you, you