I find myself very alone
with no friends,
because I say no to drugs

and I don't follow trends,
I'm from a drug riddled city
I've lived here all of my life

and I don't want to move,
I used to smoke weed and drink alcohol
just to get me into that mood,

that's when I had all of my friends by my side,
but when I decided to get clean
that's not what my friends would decide,

they'd rather experiment
with more and more hardcore drugs
then lied,

this is how they chose to "ride",
I don't regret getting clean,
but I do regret using drugs in the first place

you know what I mean!, see
I miss those friends who I used to hang out with,
I can't seem to find friends

who don't use drugs
do they even exist?,
I doubt this,

this seems to play a huge role in me being alone,
seeing how
trends coincides with drugs

you know what
I like it better this way
I'd rather them not ring my phone.