(Verse 1)
I just cried tears of pain and bitter was the taste

Throat sore mouth dry hard to swallow like paste
In a place surrounded by no trust and hate in my bedroom sitting thinking about my mistakes
At a time when the stakes have never been higher

I'm looked at like less of a man plus a liar
While my desire for rest and peace cloud my brain
I look at the man in the mirror and grow the pain

Growing up without my father really screwed me up
And gave me this attitude of not to give a $#&@
Nobody really knows me or cares how I think it's just one thing done one way I swear I'm on the brink

Of sanity I have thoughts of suicide so randomly
But can it be this is gods plan for me?
No I doubt it but damn this is bad for my health

I need help I can't get out this slump by myself and still

(Verse 2)

I lie when I think you can't handle the truth
Don't believe me well here comes some proof
I ain't feelin it most my old friends ain't feelin me

But my old boys girl is still beggin for the D
She hit me up on Facebook and is like what up
I said you're my boys girls she said I just wanna $#&@

Now listen I won't do anything because you're his girl
She said I cheat all the time ain't this a cold world?
But then again I'm not

I can't do that to my homie I can't take his spot
So I go to find my boy and tell him quick but I already know how he feels and how he loves his chick
And trust deceives me he won't begin to believe me

So it's easy for him to say that she'll never leave me
So he picks her some girl that he just met
And so I just lost my best friend and yet


(Verse 3)


We're only human so that means we make mistakes
But in this life we gotta separate real from fake
everyone's trying to make it so they step on toes

I ain't got nothing else that's why I'm bodying flows
Jay once told me life's a b then you die
Grandma had cancer I prayed but when she passed I didn't cry

If dyings the way to get to heaven where are we alive
the answers hell ironic how were trying to survive
The system isn't set up to make you succeed

cause everyone's corrupted by money and greed
how often out of concrete do you see a flower
It's hard to stay clean when you can't afford to shower

We got money for wars but can't feed the poor
and you wonder why kids steal from the corner store
Police by the tons when we loot and riot

But when we need their help they chose to be quiet.