I held all the right words like before
They were stuck in my mouth
But my tongues tied in knots

They refuse to come out
While you're fast asleep
I'm at war with myself

You pushed me away because
I bring you down


[Chorus]
I'm scared you'll forget the sounds
Of my voice ringing out

Like bells all around
I won't eat
I won't sleep

I won't breathe
'Cause I refuse to see you without me


And it only gets worse
When i think about
All my mistakes

I blamed everyone else
For decisions I've made
I confess

I'm a reck
I admit
I still love you

And I hate it

Repeat Chorus x2


You build me up to break me down
I'll shake u off without a sound

I'll drown you out

Repeat Chorus


I won't eat
I won't sleep

I won't breathe
'Cause I refuse to see you
I refuse

To see you
I refuse, I refuse to see you
Without me


[I'm scared you'll forget the sounds
Of my voice ringing out

Like bells all around]