(feat. Billy Cook)

[Billy Cook vocalizing through song]


[Z-Ro]
I wonder if I'm blessed, cause I'm still here

And I wonder if heaven's any different, cause in hell the blood spill hits
Got a ^!$$% fiending for his last breath, too many of my partnas
Beneath me, because a (*##$ made ^!$$% blasted

Too many features in songs, tell me why I ain't got no home
Penitentiary grown, cause I roam with a pocket full of stones
I wanna live my life with my life, ain't worth the living

Cause while I'm dreaming about a Benz, even a hoop ain't driven
Headed for prison, but mama I'm all right with that
Struck down a shank in my tank, these ^!$$%s all night with that

And it ain't no love left, $#&@ all of my foes and friends
Mother$#&@ers don't $#&@ with Ro, unless that ^!$$% be rolling in ends
I need to wake up, instead of day dreaming about holding a slab

Like being in love with a woman, that you could never have
Witness the feeling punished by pain, looking for shelter from the rain
People like W double O-D, I'm going against the grain


[Chorus x2]
Life is a (*##$, then you die

Especially for me, cause I'm a G, one deep when I ride
Pain, and everybody say that I changed
But I was tired of going through it, in this crooked $$# game


[Z-Ro]
To all my down $$# ^!$$%s, y'all can kiss my $$#

Anybody who ever said they was down with me, can kiss my $$#
In the 2K ace, I'm a sick ^!$$% that's quick to blast
And for the smallest disrespect, I'm coming to get your $$#

I done dumped on mother$#&@ers, what they gon do for me
Out of town on stage, nobody from the hood in the crowd, to root for me
Supposed to be my people, but I think my people is the devil

But my peoples, cause I'm on another level
On my knees, screaming Jesus can you save me
My %#@!'s so $#&@ed up, I wonder if you thought about me lately

And it hurts so deep, a ^!$$% can't sleep, making me late night creep
Suicidal thoughts, I think I'm ready plus its $#&@ing with me
Would I be blessed by these (*##$ ^!$$%s, these fakes and frauds

Fiending for music, cause she know she got my heart
Even thought its torn apart, its bumping out nothing but love for you
And to my ^!$$%s keep your business, I got slugs for you

I shed blood for you, but I'm not appreciated
The only ^!$$% that never hesitated, and it ain't no more
Hollering out my roll dogs, name on tape

Unless its $#&@ you, but in front of it, following up for a cape, (*##$

[Chorus x2]


[Z-Ro]
Life is a (*##$ then you die, especially for me

Cause I'm a G, one deep when I ride
Mother$#&@ers went to turning they back, but its all gravy
Nothing but the word of God, is gonna save me

Lately, I've been over doing it with drugs, $#&@ around
And overdose, but I don't wanna pass away from multiple slugs
This for the world, I hate all (*##$es, and all ^!$$%s

As if everybody wanna see, the king of the ghetto fall ^!$$%
Murder murder on my enemies, I didn't wanna do it
Thought it was God telling me busting, wasn't balm influid

Murder murder on my enemies, I didn't wanna do it
Thought it was God telling me busting, was enbalmin fluid, cause uh


[Chorus x4]