I've been drinking all my stress away,
Rolling on my ones, praying for a better day,
I know it's coming but, it's hard to stay focused,

They getting to me and I know that they notice.
But $#&@ 'em, I got to wish that look out for me,
Every show fam they got it in the pouch for me,

Lost two brothers and I hope they're looking down on me,
'cause if they are, man, I know they would be proud of me.
Yeah, my whole hood makes me sick,

You think you're real, now you've got a couple sticks,
My favorite younger, he got stabbed in my bits,
And if he died fam i promise I'd of quit.

Mums life i would of rid, I'd had put one in his Wid
I would have made sure somebodies mum had lost their kid
But it's here, so theres hope for us,

'Cause when the doctor saved him, he saved both of us.
Yeah, I put my heart in this rap %#@!, I'm too smart to be trapped in this trap %#@!,
They say don't go pop, keep it real fam,

Being real aint gonna' pay my mum's bills fam.
I've shed too many tears these past few years,
And I aint tryna' shed anymore

Lost some of my close friends due to fake %#@!,
I had to drop man out, the hearts wasn't pure.
Too many snakes in the grass,

On my way, leaving them fakes in the past,
I've been chasing my dream trying to make it,
But it's all about making it last.

Dropped out my dad 'cause he didn't see the vision,
I wanna spit bars all he ever saw was prison,
He didn't think rapping could've made a living,

So I tell him turn on the radio and listen.
Yeah, that's me, yeah, that's me,
Gotta buzz, now I'm where I wanna be.

On my wave I just want them to see
I dropped out every O after P.
Money on my mind but #~!!@ boy I know my worth,

I watched a friend die, it can't get any worse.
They say I've got a gift, but they will never see my curse,
Drinking to the future, man, they know we're coming first.

Devil in the bottle, I'm just trying to get my mind right,
This hoes only come around for the limelight.
These girls will trick you, most certainly,

Karma's a (*##$, I know her personally.
But shes the only one I've got to turn this %#@! around,
So many dark days, I need some bright ones,

Still surprised that my girlie left me,
But they say if she stick around then she the right one.
Do it for myself cause Lord knows I deserve it,

Every single penny, man I've earned it,
But all this money can't bring my ^!$$%'s back,
And if it could, man, I promise, I would burn it.


What you know about where I've been?
What you know, what you know?

What you know about where I come from?
What you know, what you know?
What you know about where I've been,

What I've done, where I wanna go?
What you know, what you know?


Said, all the rumors and the hate,
Can't change what I've got.
And all the girls and the money in the world can't replace the ones I lost.

Said, all the rumors and the hate,
Can't change what I've got.
And all the girls and the money in the world can't replace the ones I lost,

The closed ones that I lost.

What you know about me?

What you know, what you know?