Don't know why and I don't know where
I'm feeling so bare and not quite there
I doubt you care, I've been driven to scare

Every colt and mare who just looked and stared

Who took and dared to cheat and lie

And destroy and beat what I live by
With no alibi, and they wonder why
My heart feels cold and dead inside


You'd feel this vile if you just took a while
To see behind the mind of Kyle

A hated MC, just try bein' me
Try to seein' past this hypocrisy


This atrocity, and animosity
These kids who act like they the boss'a me
I might have choose, whether I win or lose

A tree or self induced head wounds

Some kinda pill that'll make me sleep

I can't quit now, cause I'm in too deep
Can't slow down, got a promise to keep
But it's harder now, 'cause this hill's too steep


You reap what you plant and you get what you sow
Head's been bouncing like a buckin' bronco

I'm gonna blow, but I don't wanna go
I wanna show what I learned and how I grow


Been layin' low 'cause I'm in some heat
Gettin' looks from every dang pony I meet
It's kinda sweet but it's just a bore

Is all this %#@! even worth fighting for?

Tell me what it is I'm trying to seek

Why do I act meek every day of the week?
It's just so bleak, so there's not much to say
Will some pony please just take me away?


[HOOK]


I'd wish you'd take me away from this
From all the piss, and the %#@! I diss
Now I reminisce all of the times way back

Where I chilled with Sick and damn ArtAttack

Now I'm in a click, beat in submission

Where I sold my soul for some recognition
It's the definition of a con position
But they treat it like it's a competition


It's an apparition, last edition
Here shooting blanks, no ammunition

I need no permission to speak my mind
So do it anyway cause I feel inclined


You kittens don't know what it's like
To be held in the light and compared to mic
And struck down; bucked 'round get slapped and

It's all a funny joke, but I ain't laughing

Hell, if I can joke about pills that kill

And instills pain in the stomach it fills
I can mill this %#@!, I will for a thrill
Call me stupid cause I fit the bill


I'm stupid 'cause I see it clear
Call me dumb, 'cause it's all I fear

Happens every year, every single jeer
And I can't shut it out cause it's all I hear


There's a lot of ponies who're worse than me
Who'd happily take all the controversy
And I feel them all, cause they all just sqeal

Like me saying "Hi" is a damn big deal

But if you ever feel like you're down and alone
Around the Everfree with no place for home
You're not your own, and you know it too

$#&@ it, hell, I'll even take you

[HOOK]